diff --git a/.vscode/extensions.json b/.vscode/extensions.json index 37e2e17..732b4a8 100755 --- a/.vscode/extensions.json +++ b/.vscode/extensions.json @@ -1,9 +1,8 @@ { - "recommendations": [ - "ms-azuretools.vscode-dapr", - "ms-azuretools.vscode-docker", - "ms-dotnettools.csharp", - "ms-vscode.azurecli", - "ms-azuretools.vscode-bicep" - ] -} \ No newline at end of file + "recommendations": [ + "ms-azuretools.vscode-docker", + "ms-vscode.azurecli", + "ms-azuretools.vscode-bicep", + "bradlc.vscode-tailwindcss" + ] +} diff --git a/react-router-app/.dockerignore b/react-router-app/.dockerignore new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9b8d514 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/.dockerignore @@ -0,0 +1,4 @@ +.react-router +build +node_modules +README.md \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/.gitignore b/react-router-app/.gitignore new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9b7c041 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/.gitignore @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +.DS_Store +/node_modules/ + +# React Router +/.react-router/ +/build/ diff --git a/react-router-app/Dockerfile b/react-router-app/Dockerfile new file mode 100644 index 0000000..207bf93 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/Dockerfile @@ -0,0 +1,22 @@ +FROM node:20-alpine AS development-dependencies-env +COPY . /app +WORKDIR /app +RUN npm ci + +FROM node:20-alpine AS production-dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json package-lock.json /app/ +WORKDIR /app +RUN npm ci --omit=dev + +FROM node:20-alpine AS build-env +COPY . /app/ +COPY --from=development-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +WORKDIR /app +RUN npm run build + +FROM node:20-alpine +COPY ./package.json package-lock.json /app/ +COPY --from=production-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +COPY --from=build-env /app/build /app/build +WORKDIR /app +CMD ["npm", "run", "start"] \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/Dockerfile.bun b/react-router-app/Dockerfile.bun new file mode 100644 index 0000000..973038e --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/Dockerfile.bun @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ +FROM oven/bun:1 AS dependencies-env +COPY . /app + +FROM dependencies-env AS development-dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json bun.lockb /app/ +WORKDIR /app +RUN bun i --frozen-lockfile + +FROM dependencies-env AS production-dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json bun.lockb /app/ +WORKDIR /app +RUN bun i --production + +FROM dependencies-env AS build-env +COPY ./package.json bun.lockb /app/ +COPY --from=development-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +WORKDIR /app +RUN bun run build + +FROM dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json bun.lockb /app/ +COPY --from=production-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +COPY --from=build-env /app/build /app/build +WORKDIR /app +CMD ["bun", "run", "start"] \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/Dockerfile.pnpm b/react-router-app/Dockerfile.pnpm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..57916af --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/Dockerfile.pnpm @@ -0,0 +1,26 @@ +FROM node:20-alpine AS dependencies-env +RUN npm i -g pnpm +COPY . /app + +FROM dependencies-env AS development-dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json pnpm-lock.yaml /app/ +WORKDIR /app +RUN pnpm i --frozen-lockfile + +FROM dependencies-env AS production-dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json pnpm-lock.yaml /app/ +WORKDIR /app +RUN pnpm i --prod --frozen-lockfile + +FROM dependencies-env AS build-env +COPY ./package.json pnpm-lock.yaml /app/ +COPY --from=development-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +WORKDIR /app +RUN pnpm build + +FROM dependencies-env +COPY ./package.json pnpm-lock.yaml /app/ +COPY --from=production-dependencies-env /app/node_modules /app/node_modules +COPY --from=build-env /app/build /app/build +WORKDIR /app +CMD ["pnpm", "start"] \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/README.md b/react-router-app/README.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e0d2066 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/README.md @@ -0,0 +1,100 @@ +# Welcome to React Router! + +A modern, production-ready template for building full-stack React applications using React Router. + +[![Open in StackBlitz](https://developer.stackblitz.com/img/open_in_stackblitz.svg)](https://stackblitz.com/github/remix-run/react-router-templates/tree/main/default) + +## Features + +- 🚀 Server-side rendering +- ⚡️ Hot Module Replacement (HMR) +- 📦 Asset bundling and optimization +- 🔄 Data loading and mutations +- 🔒 TypeScript by default +- 🎉 TailwindCSS for styling +- 📖 [React Router docs](https://reactrouter.com/) + +## Getting Started + +### Installation + +Install the dependencies: + +```bash +npm install +``` + +### Development + +Start the development server with HMR: + +```bash +npm run dev +``` + +Your application will be available at `http://localhost:5173`. + +## Building for Production + +Create a production build: + +```bash +npm run build +``` + +## Deployment + +### Docker Deployment + +This template includes three Dockerfiles optimized for different package managers: + +- `Dockerfile` - for npm +- `Dockerfile.pnpm` - for pnpm +- `Dockerfile.bun` - for bun + +To build and run using Docker: + +```bash +# For npm +docker build -t my-app . + +# For pnpm +docker build -f Dockerfile.pnpm -t my-app . + +# For bun +docker build -f Dockerfile.bun -t my-app . + +# Run the container +docker run -p 3000:3000 my-app +``` + +The containerized application can be deployed to any platform that supports Docker, including: + +- AWS ECS +- Google Cloud Run +- Azure Container Apps +- Digital Ocean App Platform +- Fly.io +- Railway + +### DIY Deployment + +If you're familiar with deploying Node applications, the built-in app server is production-ready. + +Make sure to deploy the output of `npm run build` + +``` +├── package.json +├── package-lock.json (or pnpm-lock.yaml, or bun.lockb) +├── build/ +│ ├── client/ # Static assets +│ └── server/ # Server-side code +``` + +## Styling + +This template comes with [Tailwind CSS](https://tailwindcss.com/) already configured for a simple default starting experience. You can use whatever CSS framework you prefer. + +--- + +Built with ❤️ using React Router. diff --git a/react-router-app/app/Home.css b/react-router-app/app/Home.css new file mode 100755 index 0000000..4f25844 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/Home.css @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +main img +{ + max-height: 400px; + transition: 0.20s ease-out; +} + + main img:hover + { + transform: scale(0.9); + } diff --git a/react-router-app/app/Home.tsx b/react-router-app/app/Home.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..d2f29af --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/Home.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,110 @@ +import type { Route } from "./+types/Home"; +import { Link } from "react-router"; +import house from "./images/house.jpg"; +// import lightForTheWorldSmall from './images/light-for-the-world-small.jpg'; +// import oComeEmmanuelSmall from './images/o-come-emmanuel-small.jpg'; +import myPeaceIGiveYou from "./images/my-peace-i-give-you.avif"; +import { myPeaceIGiveYouPath } from "./main/MyPeaceIGiveYou"; +import "./Home.css"; +import { Footer } from "./components/Footer"; + +export function meta({}: Route.MetaArgs) { + return [ + { title: "Poor Clares of Arundel" }, + { + name: "description", + content: "Welcome to the website of the Poor Clares of Arundel!", + }, + ]; +} + +// https://schema.org/CatholicChurch +const catholicChurchStructuredData = { + "@context": "https://schema.org", + "@type": "CatholicChurch", + address: { + "@type": "PostalAddress", + addressLocality: "Crossbush, Arundel", + postalCode: "BN18 9PJ", + streetAddress: "Convent of Poor Clares", + }, + email: "arundel.poorclares@gmail.com", + hasMap: "https://goo.gl/maps/RYAL6WvbkAadDrTF9", + telephone: "+441903882536", + name: "Convent of Poor Clares", + description: + "We are sisters, who share prayer, work, laughter and struggles, and live according to the Form of Life drawn up by St Clare of Assisi in 1253.", + image: house, +}; + +export default function Home() { + return ( + <> + +
+ We are sisters, who share prayer, work, laughter and struggles,
+
+ and live according to the Form of Life drawn up by St Clare of
+ Assisi in 1253.
+
+ Learn more about us... +
++ + Listen to our "Silent Night" here. + +
+ + + ++ + Listen to our "Hodie Christus Natus Est" here. + +
+ + + > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Donate.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/Donate.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..b6382f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Donate.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,49 @@ +import * as React from "react"; + +export const donatePath = "/donate"; + +export const Donate: React.FC+ Many thanks for considering making a donation to support the life of + prayer and praise of our Community at Crossbush. Your generosity is very + much appreciated. +
+ ++ There are two ways you can contribute; by bank transfer or by cheque. +
+ +These are the details for making a bank transfer to our account:
+If you'd like to send a cheque, please post it to:
+
+ Convent of Poor Clares
+
+ Crossbush
+
+ Arundel
+
+ West Sussex
+
+ BN18 9PJ
+
Cheques made payable to: Convent of Poor Clares
+ > + ); +}; diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Events.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/Events.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..e0c3175 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Events.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,198 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg } from "reactstrap"; +import stClareStatue from "./images/StClareStatue.jpg"; +import stFrancis from "./images/StFrancis.jpg"; +import strewnCross from "./images/strewnCross.jpg"; +import easterVigil from "./images/EasterVigil.jpg"; +import crib from "./images/crib.jpg"; +import taize from "./images/Taize.png"; + +export const eventsPath = "/events"; + +export const Events: React.FC+ The Poor Clares are glad to be able to welcome anyone who comes to join + them in their times of prayer. Our regular timetable is: +
+ ++ All times can be subject to occasional change, so if travelling a + distance you might like to phone to check. +
+ ++ Come and join us for these events which take place throughout the year! +
+ +10th August - 12 noon Mass of St Clare
+ +3rd October – Transitus with 1st Vespers: 5.30pm
+ +4th October – Mass of St. Francis: 8.30am
+ +Mass of the Lord’s Supper: 6.30pm
+ +Liturgy of the Passion: 3pm
+Way of the Cross: 5.30pm
+ +Easter Vigil: 8.30pm
+ +Easter Morning Mass: 8.30am
+ +5pm Evening Prayer
+ +8.30pm Office of Readings and blessing of the Crib
+ +7.30am Morning Prayer
+ +8.30am Holy Mass
+ ++ Usually every last Friday of the month (except December): 7.15 - 8.15 +
+...round the Cross with Scripture, song and silence
+ +John Main Meditation Group: 7:15pm
+ > + ); +}; diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Layout.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/Layout.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..f60e1b0 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Layout.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,16 @@ +import { Container } from "reactstrap"; +import { Outlet } from "react-router"; +import { Menu } from "./Menu"; +import { Footer } from "../components/Footer"; + +export default function Layout() { + return ( + <> + ++ Here is our album, 'Light for the World' . Enjoy listening to + our music. We hope it will help you find a place of peace and inner calm. +
+ ++ + Buy our beautiful music here. + +
+ + {/*
+ We will be able to sell our CD from 9th of November.
+ We are selling the CD for £10 plus postage and packaging.
+ Contact us at
+
+ We recorded a song for Christmas;{" "} + + you can listen to it here. + +
+ + + > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.css b/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.css new file mode 100755 index 0000000..b1c59a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.css @@ -0,0 +1,28 @@ +.header-image { + background-size: cover; + background-position: bottom; + max-height: 30px;; + min-height: 150px; +} + +.header-image.header-image-main { + background-image: url('./images/header3.jpg'); +} + +.bg-primary { + background-color: #964E02 !important; + margin-bottom: 1rem; +} + +.navbar-dark .navbar-nav .nav-link { + white-space: nowrap !important; + color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0.75) !important; +} + +.carousel-container { + padding: 0.5rem; +} + +.dropdown-item a { + display: block; +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..5bf6a85 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Menu.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,287 @@ +import { useState } from "react"; +import { + Collapse, + Navbar, + NavbarToggler, + Nav, + NavItem, + UncontrolledDropdown, + DropdownToggle, + DropdownMenu, + DropdownItem, + Container, + NavbarBrand, +} from "reactstrap"; +import { Link } from "react-router"; +import { FontAwesomeIcon } from "@fortawesome/react-fontawesome"; +import { faFacebook, faYoutube } from "@fortawesome/free-brands-svg-icons"; +import communityFoundationsHollington from "../static/communityFoundationsHollington.pdf"; +import tripAroundGuestHouse from "../static/tripAroundGuestHouse.pdf"; +import communityTripAroundHouse from "../static/communityTripAroundHouse.pdf"; +import { ourPrayerPath, ourShopPath, ourWorkPath } from "./our-life/routePaths"; +import { sisterAnnPath } from "./community/SisterAnn"; +import { sisterClareAgnesPath } from "./community/SisterClareAgnes"; +import { sisterClareRuvaPath } from "./community/SisterClareRuva"; +import { sisterGracaPath } from "./community/SisterGraca"; +import { sisterJosephPath } from "./community/SisterJoseph"; +import { interviewsPath } from "./community/Interviews"; +import { arundelPath } from "./community/Arundel"; +import { claresStoryPath } from "./beginnings/ClaresStory"; +import { claresThoughtsPath } from "./beginnings/ClaresThoughts"; +import { claresPrayersPath } from "./beginnings/ClaresPrayers"; +import { francisLifePath } from "./beginnings/FrancisLife"; +import { francisThoughtsPath } from "./beginnings/FrancisThoughts"; +import { francisPrayersPath } from "./beginnings/FrancisPrayers"; +import { eventsPath } from "./Events"; +import { donatePath } from "./Donate"; +import { faqsPath } from "./misc/FAQs"; +import { linksPath } from "./misc/Links"; +import { glossaryPath } from "./misc/Glossary"; +import { addressesPath } from "./misc/Addresses"; +import { vocationPath } from "./community/Vocation"; +import { kenyaPath } from "./community/Kenya"; +import { prayerRequestsPath } from "./routePaths"; +import { lightForTheWorldPath } from "./LightForTheWorld"; +import { myPeaceIGiveYouPath } from "./MyPeaceIGiveYou"; +import { christmasPath } from "./Christmas"; + +import "./Menu.css"; + +export function Menu() { + const [isOpen, setIsOpen] = useState(false); + + const toggle = () => setIsOpen(!isOpen); + + return ( ++ Here is our album, 'My Peace I Give You' . Enjoy listening to + our music. We hope it will help you find a place of peace and inner calm. +
+ +To learn more check out these links:
+ ++ If you would like to ask the community to pray for a special intention + mail us a prayer request: +
+ + {message && ( ++ Although you may only receive a standardised reply, you can be confident + that we will indeed pray. +
+ > + ); +} diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Us.css b/react-router-app/app/main/Us.css new file mode 100755 index 0000000..6ac1d37 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Us.css @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +/* +.carousel-caption h3 +{ + background-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.5); + border-radius: 25px; +} */ \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/Us.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/Us.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..16dbe1e --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/Us.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,132 @@ +import { + Carousel, + CarouselItem, + CarouselControl, + CarouselIndicators, + CarouselCaption, +} from "reactstrap"; +import communityAtPrayer from "./images/Page2CommunityAtPrayer.jpg"; +import prayingInChapel from "./images/praying_in_chapel.jpg"; +import coffeeTime from "./images/coffee_time.jpg"; +import librarian from "./images/librarian.jpg"; +import vegTeam from "./images/veg_team.jpg"; +import providenceGroup from "./images/graca_and_yohanna.jpg"; +import "./Us.css"; +import { useState } from "react"; + +export default function Us() { + return ( +
+ Called to a life of prayer we seek to live the Gospel in and for our
+ world of today. We share our lives and all that we do.
+
+
+ We are the Poor Clares of Arundel.
+
+
+
+ See a video of us here...
+
+
+ A way of meditating with St Clare through letting the message of her + letters touch you. +
++ Among the few writings left to us by St Clare there are four letters + written to a Princess in far away Bohemia (Czechoslovakia). This lady, + Princess Agnes, had heard of St Clare through some Friars who went to + Prague from Italy. She wrote to Clare to find out what she should do, and + a correspondence developed over the last 20 years of Clare’s life. None of + Agnes’ letters have come down to us, and only four of the ones Clare + wrote. They reveal the heart of her spirituality: she sought poverty and + humility in order to become filled with the riches of the Father, through + Jesus His Son. What follows here are the four letters in miniature. Here + you will find Clare’s way of living and praying, which can be a guide to + all Christians. +
+Read on.
+
+ Look!
+
+ The Lord Jesus Christ –
+ Love Him, touch Him, accept Him.
+
+
+ His power is stronger,
+
+ His generosity greater,
+
+ His face is more beautiful,
+
+ He loves more tenderly,
+
+ He is more gracious, more courteous –
+
+ See now
+
+ You are held tightly in His embrace.
+
+
+ NOW
+
+ You are His beloved
+
+ His mother
+
+ His sister.
+
+
+ For He is your Lover
+
+ Your Son
+
+ Your Brother.
+
+
+ Look!
+
+ The Son of Man –
+ The Poor Crucified –
+ Burn with desire to serve Him in Poverty.
+
+
+ Man of Nowhere –
+ Now Lord over Earth and Heaven
+
+ Creating you by a word.
+
+
+ Man of Poverty –
+ Now our great and good Lord
+
+ Making you rich.
+
+
+ Man Despised –
+ Now and forever
+
+ Son of the Most High Father
+
+
+ and
+
+
+ Giver of Joy –
+ Serve Him with total desire.
+
+
+ Giver of Mercy –
+ So you can grow from good to better.
+
+
+ Giver of great reward –
+ Long always to see Him
+
+ THE LORD JESUS CHRIST.
+
+ THE KING OF KINGS calls his daughter
+
+ The Lord of Lords beckons His handmaid.
+
+ Believe Him, the Giver of Grace
+
+ Giver of each good gift,
+
+ Creator of goodness in you,
+
+ And thank Him.
+
+
+ The KING himself makes you His companion –
+ This is your perfection.
+
+
+ Follow His footprints
+
+ In a spirit of humility and love
+
+ Unswervingly seek poverty –
+ Remember Him . . . .
+ Be aware of Him . . . .
+ Journey on swiftly,
+
+ Keeping hold of your aim,
+ with lightness of step
+ and freedom of movement
+ swiftly keep moving.
+
+
+ Let no dust collect in your steps
+ on the path to happiness.
+
+ God carefully, securely, joyfully,
+ let nothing block the way
+ on which the Spirit of the Lord
+ has called you
+ to embrace the Poor Christ.
+
+
+ As a poor and obedient virgin
+ embrace the poor Christ.
+
+ Gaze long at Him –
+ The poor condemned Christ . . .
+ Ponder and weigh in your heart
+ and contemplate Him, your Beloved.
+
+
+ The fairest of men
+ is now the lowest of all.
+
+ Despised by them all,
+ His whole body beaten and struck
+ till, desolate –
+ He dies –
+ on the Cross.
+
+
+ Suffer with Him
+ and so with Him reign
+
+ Weep with Him,
+ then with Him be joyful.
+
+ Exchange what passes, what fades
+ for Life for ever and ever
+ with Him
+
+ The KING OF KINGS
+
+ who calls.
+
+ Sister and Beloved
+ of the Most High King of Heaven,
+
+ may you be very joyful in the Lord!
+
+ Be not entangled with bitterness
+
+ or a cloud of sadness.
+
+
+ Joy! That you are in Christ, redeemed.
+
+ Joy! In your well-being,
+
+ Joy! In your happiness.
+
+ Joy! In your progress, your growth.
+
+
+ That you, poor and humble,
+ follow in the footprints of Christ
+ poor and humble – Joy!
+
+ That you are delivered and safe
+ from evil and pride and vanity – Joy!
+
+
+ That you love to be poor,
+ and so have found in your heart
+ desire for God –
+ a treasure which ALL have hidden within –
+ Joy!
+
+
+ That you work with God Himself
+
+ to support the weak and the falling –
+ Joy!
+
+ So, rejoicing in such marvelous things
+
+
+ Place your mind in the Mirror of Eternity
+
+ -Jesus Christ –
+
+ Place your soul
+ in the Radiance of His Glory
+
+ -Lord of Lords –
+
+ Place your heart
+ in the Image of His Divine Being
+ -Son of God –
+
+ In contemplation
+ be transformed into God’s image
+ completely.
+
+
+ Then may you taste His hidden sweetness
+
+ Then love Him totally
+ who gave Himself totally
+ for your love.
+
+
+ Extravagantly gifted by Him
+ to be the most worthy of all creatures,
+ be that faithful person
+ who is His dwelling place,
+ His comfortable home.
+
+
+ Like His most sweet Mother
+ who carried in so small a space
+ that Son of hers
+ whom the Heavens could not contain.
+
+
+ So you, in humility and poverty
+ like her,
+
+ will carry Him spiritually in your body,
+ hold Him, by whom you and all things
+ are held together,
+ possess Him without fear of losing Him.
+
+
+ May you do well in the Lord!
+
+ Sing a new song
+ before God’s throne and the Lamb,
+ Beloved of Jesus Christ.
+
+ Follow the Lamb wherever He may go,
+
+ You, who belong completely to Him who takes away the sin of the world.
+
+ Come to His Sacred Banquet –
+ Cling to Him with all your heart –
+ Praise His beauty there,
+ as they do in heaven.
+
+ Accept the touch of His love –
+ and be moved by Him
+
+
+ Gaze long at Him –
+ and be renewed.
+
+
+ You are fulfilled by His generosity.
+
+ Feel His sweetness overflowing in you.
+
+ To keep Him in your mind brings gentle light,
+ seeing Him glorious is to be happy
+ with everyone.
+ There, in heaven,
+ magnificent, in light,
+ the clearest Mirror.
+
+
+ Beloved of Jesus Christ,
+ look into that Mirror every day.
+ Time and again study your face in His,
+ and put on His kind of clothes,
+ within and without – His strengths.
+
+
+ Look, and see in this Mirror
+ shining out to us all
+ blessed poverty, holy humility
+ and love no words can express.
+
+
+ Look! Here! At the Mirror’s edge
+ a baby in swaddling clothes –
+ King and Lord of heaven and earth –
+ In a manger!
+
+ Look further, into the centre –
+ He endures the work and the stress
+
+ day after endless day, for us –
+ The Redeemer.
+
+
+ Look! Look yet again, at the Mirror’s farthest end –
+ in love no words can express
+ He wills to suffer and die
+ a most shameful kind of death
+ on the Tree of the Cross.
+
+
+ “O you who pass and look,
+ have you seen sorrow like this?”
+ He laments from this Mirror Cross.
+
+ “I ponder it all the time
+ and my heart sinks,”
+ united, we reply.
+
+
+ Beloved of Jesus Christ,
+ be burned up with the intensity of this love.
+
+ Contemplate His riches, His honours, His delights.
+
+ With deep desire
+ and the love of all your heart
+ run towards Him as He draws you.
+
+
+ Run, do not tire –
+ He will bring you to His wine cellar –
+ He will happily embrace you,
+ and love you totally
+ in the happiest way
+ for ever and ever!
+
+
+ Sister Clare Agnes osc.
+
This is the Cross in our chapel.
+ ++ It is a replica of the one that Saint Francis heard speak to him in Assisi + in 1206. +
+ ++ It was in Saint Clare’s Convent all her lifetime. She was a friend and + contemporary of Francis. +
+ +Together they founded the Poor Clares.
+ ++ “Most High Glorious God, enlighten the darkness of my heart and give me + Lord a correct faith, a certain hope, a perfect love, sense and knowledge + so that I may carry out your holy and true command.” +
+ +Prayer of St Francis before the Crucifix
+ ++ The life of a Poor Clare Sister is rooted in the love God the Father + showed her when his Son, Jesus, was born into our human family. +
+ ++ St Francis of Assisi discovered this love as he was praying in front of + the San Damiano Crucifix. From then on he became free from all the things + that had been false in his life, free to become himself, and above all, + free to give himself to Jesus, who had given himself totally for him. +
+ ++ He did not keep this treasure to himself, but with great joy and fire he + spoke about the Good News of Christ’s love with everyone he met. +
+ ++ One of those who heard Francis speaking in the Cathedral of Assisi was a + young noble girl of about 16 called Clare. She had already received the + faith from the teaching and example of her mother, and had begun to live + the Christian life as well as she knew how, by praying and helping the + poor. But to hear Francis was something else altogether! She longed to + talk with him, and eventually they met secretly and Francis instructed her + in the ways of the gospel with such freshness and fire that all she wanted + was to give herself to Christ as Francis had done – in love and in + poverty. +
+ ++ On the night of Palm Sunday 1212 she fled to join Francis and his brothers + in the chapel of St Mary of the Angels. There Francis cut off her hair as + a sign of her commitment and received her promise of obedience. After some + uncertainty, she went to live at San Damiano, outside Assisi, and was soon + joined by other young women from all levels of society. To the end of her + life she considered her community to be one group with the Friars Minor. +
+ ++ She was the first woman to write a Rule for other women. It was so broad + and wise that it still works well today. She died in 1253 and was + proclaimed a saint in 1255. +
+ ++ What was new in Clare’s vision? It was the idea of exchange. Everything + she and her sisters made or grew they gave to others, and others in turn + gave to the sisters. In this way they really shared the lives and poverty + of those around them. This idea came to both Francis and Clare from the + way that Jesus Christ shared our human life, and lived in poverty too. + They felt that the fewer things they had the more room they had for God in + their hearts. +
+ ++ She had many struggles with the Church about wanting to be totally poor + and dependent on God. The Pope and bishops did not want her to be the + original and determined figure that she was. +
+ ++ This is the tiny church of San Damiano. Built before the year 1000, St + Francis restored it in 1206. +
+ ++ It was in this chapel, when he was 24 years old, that St Francis heard a + voice from the Crucifix calling him to “Rebuild my Church.” +
+ ++ It was here in 1212 that St Francis led Clare to begin the Order of the + “Poor Ladies”. Clare remained there for 42 years, loving Christ in poverty + and following in his footsteps. There were times when as many as 50 + sisters joined Clare’s way of life. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/ClaresThoughts.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/ClaresThoughts.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..c6078da --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/ClaresThoughts.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,78 @@ +import * as React from "react"; + +export const claresThoughtsPath = "/beginnings-clares-thoughts"; + +export const ClaresThoughts: React.FCFrom the Rule St Clare wrote
+ ++ The form of life of the Order of the Poor Sisters that Blessed Francis + established is this: to observe the Holy Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ, + by living in obedience, without anything of one’s own and in chastity. +
+ ++ Let each confidently make their needs known to another. For if a mother + loves and cares for her child according to the flesh, how much more + attentively should a Sister love and care for her sister according to the + Spirit. +
+ ++ If it should happen that an occasion of trouble or scandal should arise + between sister and sister, through a word or gesture, let her who was the + cause of the trouble ask pardon and beg her to intercede for her to the + Lord that he forgive her. Let the other sister, mindful of that word of + the Lord, “If you do not forgive from the heart, neither will your + heavenly Father forgive you,” generously pardon her sister every injury + she has done to her. +
+ ++ I admonish and exhort you in the Lord Jesus Christ to beware of all pride, + vainglory, envy, avarice, care and anxiety about this world, detraction + and murmuring, dissension and division. Always be eager to preserve the + unity of mutual love which is the bond of perfection. +
+ ++ Let them direct their attention to what they should desire above all else: + to have the Spirit of the Lord and its holy activity, to pray always to + Him with a pure heart, and to have humility, patience in difficulty and + infirmity, and to love those who persecute, blame and accuse us, for the + Lord says: Blessed are those who suffer persecution for the sake of + justice, for theirs in the kingdom of heaven. But whoever perseveres to + the end will be saved. +
+ +
+ Always be lovers of your souls
+
+ and those of all your sisters.
+ And may you always be eager
+ to observe what you have promised the Lord.
+ May the Lord always be with you
+ and may you always be with him.
+ Amen.
+
+ He was born in 1182 to Pia and Pietro Bernadone in Assisi a small town + towards the north of Italy. Pietro belonged to the new merchant class, and + made a rich living buying and selling cloth. When his first child was + born, he was away getting it in France. On his return he discovered that + his wife had had the child baptized “John”. He didn’t want that and said + his name was to be Francesco, or Francis, and this name stuck. +
+ ++ The boy grew up to be a wild leader of the youth in Assisi. They would go + around the town singing and dancing, drinking and eating, largely at + Francis’ expense. He was ambitious too. He wanted to be a Knight, which + would take him up the social ladder, so when he was about 18 he joined in + a local battle against the neighbouring town of Perugia. He was taken + prisoner, and remained in terrible conditions for about a year, during + which time he got sick. Eventually his father paid a ransom for him, but + on his return home he was not his usual jolly self. Depression hit him. He + could not even find pleasure in the beauty of the countryside as he used + to do. +
+ ++ Eventually he was able to pull himself together, and set off again in + pursuit of glory in battle, this time further from home. On the way he got + sick with malaria, and he had two dreams which seemed to indicate that he + was going to be leader of a great army, but that to find out more he was + to return to Assisi. He understood it was God who was calling him to serve + Him, and not another man. +
+ ++ Very gradually he began to discover what God wanted of him. To do this he + began to pray. He would find a quiet place on his own, and God touched his + heart and drew him strongly into a relationship with Him. One day he was + passing a small chapel called San Damiano. He felt drawn to go in and + pray. There he saw a very large crucifix, more like an icon of Jesus on + the cross and he knelt down to pray. All of a sudden he was aware of a + voice speaking to him. +
+ ++ It called him tenderly by name:"Francis! Do you not see that my house + is falling into ruin? Go and repair it for me!" +
+ ++ He was amazed, but he replied: "Gladly I will do so, O Lord." +
+ ++ He thought he was being asked to rebuild that chapel, which was indeed in + ruins, but God had a wider picture in mind. He was being called to renew + the very Church itself which was full of immorality, excessive wealth, sin + and evil. +
+ ++ This did not become evident to him for some time. First, he had to begin + with himself and come to new way of living. His praying took him to Mass, + where he heard passages from the Gospel read out. These gave him the + guidance he needed and he was enthusiastic to follow the teachings of + Jesus about having no money or unnecessary things. Above all he heard the + invitation of Jesus: COME, FOLLOW ME! This kind of teaching freed him and + filled him with joy. Soon other men joined him, and together they went + about sharing the Good News of how Jesus loved people, and living the + message he taught. All through his life Francis was tough on himself. He + knew how easily he could slip into sin and so he used to fast a lot. He + was kindness itself to others, especially to the poor, and would always + give away his very clothes if he saw another in need. His enthusiasm for + Jesus was infectious, and people flocked in great numbers to hear him. + Then he would go off for days into the countryside to pray. On his many + journeys and in the countryside he came into a close relationship with all + of nature, especially animals and birds, who were not afraid of him and + seemed to listen to his words. He felt very close to nature, and, for + example, referred to his Brother Sun, Sister Moon, Mother Earth, Sister + Water. He had been created by God, and so had they, and that is why they + were all of one family. +
+ ++ Two years before he died, as he was making a 40 days retreat in Mount La + Verna in Tuscany, he had a vision of a six-winged seraph (an angel). In + the middle of the wings was a crucified man. Francis was filled with great + amazement and sweetness. When the seraph disappeared he saw that his hands + and feet bore the marks of the Crucified Christ. He tried never to let + anyone see this and he never spoke of it, but it gave him both great pain + and a great sense of privilege. +
+ ++ He died in his 44th year in 1226 in his favourite place, a little chapel 4 + miles outside of Assisi, called Our Lady of the Angels, surrounded by his + brothers who were lost without him. However, they carried on his spirit, + and are today spreading the same good news all over the world. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisPrayers.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisPrayers.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..4a90046 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisPrayers.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,114 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import statue from "./images/Statue.jpg"; + +export const francisPrayersPath = "/beginnings-francis-prayers"; + +export const FrancisPrayers: React.FC+ Almighty, eternal, just and merciful God grant us in our frailty the grace + to do for you alone what we know you want us to do and always to desire + what pleases you. Thus, inwardly cleansed, interiorly enlightened and + inflamed by the fire of the Holy Spirit may we be able to follow in the + footprints of your beloved Son, our Lord Jesus Christ. And, by your grace + alone, may we make our way to you, Most High, who live and rule in perfect + Trinity and simple Unity, and are glorified God all-powerful for ever and + ever. Amen. +
+ ++ All powerful, most holy, most high and supreme God; all good, supreme + good, totally good, You who alone are good, may we give you all praise, + all glory, all thanks, all honour, all blessing and all good things. So be + it, so be it, Amen. +
+ +
+ You are, O Lord our God, the only God.
+
+ How holy you are.
+
+ There is no one else who works such wonders.
+
+ You are strong, mighty,
+
+ above all and all powerful.
+
+ You are the Father so holy,
+
+ King of heaven and king of earth.
+ You are three and you are one, GOD. You are good: each good and the
+ greatest good.
+
+ The only God, the true God.
+
+ You are love and charity
+
+ Wisdom and humility,
+
+ Patience and beauty,
+
+ Peace and safety.
+
+ You are quietness, you are joy,
+
+ You are our hope and our gladness.
+
+ You are justice and judgment
+
+ You are our heart’s desire.
+
+ You - our gentleness and our Protector,
+
+ Our Guardian and our defender,
+
+ Our Refuge and our strength.
+
+ You, you are our faith, our hope and our charity,
+
+ Our great tenderness – you are unlimited goodness,
+
+ Vast and wonderful.
+
O Lord, O my God, Almighty and merciful, O Saviour.
+
+ Look at the humility of God! and pour out your hearts before him. Humble + yourselves, as well, that you may be exalted by him. Therefore Hold back + nothing of yourselves for yourselves So that He who gives himself totally + to you may receive you totally. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisThoughts.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisThoughts.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..697afd4 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/FrancisThoughts.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +import * as React from "react"; + +export const francisThoughtsPath = "/beginnings-francis-thoughts"; + +export const FrancisThoughts: React.FC+ Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called the children of God. + A person cannot know how much patience and humility they have within + themselves as long as everything goes well with them. But when the time + comes in which those who should do them justice do quite the opposite to + them, they have only as much patience and humility as they have on that + occasion and no more. +
+ ++ We must never desire to be over others, rather we must be servants and + subject to every human creature for God’s sake. And upon all men and + women, if they have done these things and have persevered to the end, the + spirit of the Lord will rest, and He will make His home and dwelling among + them. +
+ ++ Blessed is the person who would love and respect another as much when they + are far away from them as they would when they are with them, and who + would not say anything behind their back which in love they could not say + to their face. +
+ ++ Blessed is the servant who esteems himself no better when he is praised + and exalted by people than when he is considered worthless, simple and + despicable; for what a person is before God, that they are and nothing + more. +
+ ++ In the holy love, which is God, I beg you, to overcome every obstacle and + put aside every care and anxiety, to strive as best you can to serve, + love, honour and adore the Lord God with a clean heart and a pure mind, + for this is what he desires above all things. +
+ ++ Those to whom the Lord has given the grace of working should do their work + faithfully and devotedly, so that, avoiding idleness, the enemy of the + soul, they do not extinguish the Spirit of holy prayer and devotion to + which all other things of our earthly existence must contribute. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/ChurchSanDamiano.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/ChurchSanDamiano.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..df42050 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/ChurchSanDamiano.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisAndClare.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisAndClare.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..33dcb90 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisAndClare.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisCutsClaresHair.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisCutsClaresHair.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..df9217f Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/FrancisCutsClaresHair.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/SanDamianoCrucifix.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/SanDamianoCrucifix.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..034a325 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/SanDamianoCrucifix.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StClare.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StClare.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..f33ae81 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StClare.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StFrancis.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StFrancis.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..748ea5d Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/StFrancis.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/Statue.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/Statue.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..62596fd Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/Statue.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/TheBible.jpg b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/TheBible.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..8447d6c Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/main/beginnings/images/TheBible.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/Arundel.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Arundel.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..40adc3e --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Arundel.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,231 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import dukeNDuchess from "./images/DukeNDuchess.jpg"; +import motherAbbessAgnesGasquet from "./images/MotherAbbessAgnesGasquet.jpg"; +import motherClareCampbell from "./images/MotherClareCampbell.jpg"; +import motherAustinGibson from "./images/MotherAustinGibson.jpg"; +import motherCampionFleet from "./images/MotherCampionFleet.jpg"; +import conventFromTheBack from "./images/ConventFromTheBack.jpg"; +import spire from "./images/Spire.jpg"; +import woodchester from "./images/Woodchester.jpg"; +import bulwell from "./images/Bulwell.jpg"; +import community2018 from "./images/Community2018.webp"; +import community2024 from "./images/Community2024.webp"; +import communityTripAroundHouse from "../../static/communityTripAroundHouse.pdf"; +import communityFoundationsHollington from "../../static/communityFoundationsHollington.pdf"; + +export const arundelPath = "/community-arundel"; + +export const Arundel: React.FC+ We are a group of women who love God and seek to live together a life + centred on prayer and praise. The heart of our house is the Chapel, where + we meet regularly for prayer throughout the day, but prayer runs through + all we do. Working in silence, and rarely going out, leaves us free to + live the day before the Lord, holding the world and its needs before Him. +
+ ++ On Monday 31 August, ten Poor Clares from the community of Notting Hill + stood on Victoria Station awaiting the Arundel train. They were on their + way to found a new community at the request of Flora, Duchess of Norfolk, + on land given by her husband, Henry 15th Duke of Norfolk. +
+ ++ The Duke and Duchess were at the station and the whole party went in six + carriages up the hill to the new convent where the priest and choir of St + Philip’s, the local Catholic church, met them with thirty acolytes. After + a short service of thanksgiving, the Duchess showed the sisters around + their new home, and then left them to unpack. +
+ ++ The community had a hard time in the beginning as their generous + benefactor, the Duchess, died on 11th April 1887. The sisters had no means + of support apart from begging, and five of the original sisters found it + so hard that they left and two young sisters died of consumption. +
+ ++ Mother Abbess Agnes Gasquet, the founding Abbess, was succeeded by Mother + Clare Campbell who was abbess until her death in 1948. During those years + the community continued to grow and develop, there was further building + and the garden was gradually coaxed out of its wilderness condition. +
+ ++ Mother Columba followed Mother Clare and was in turn followed in 1951 by + Mother Gabriel who was also the first President of the Poor Clares + Association of all the English, Scottish and Welsh communities which was + established in 1968. +
+ ++ Franciscan sisters of the Third Order Regular Enclosed, from Goodings, + near Newbury, Berkshire, with their Abbess, Mother Austin Gibson, came to + amalgamate with the Arundel community. Mother Campion Fleet was the + courageous abbess at the time. The community still laugh about those early + days when sixteen sisters, including two over 90, arrived in a house with + only one empty bedroom! The next years were a time of consolidation and + expansion, and soon the community numbered 44 sisters. +
+ ++ At this time we needed urgent work done on our chapel spire and the + estimate was £40,000. We had just £2,000! The diocese lent us the money so + that work could begin. It was then that we started a series of meetings to + see how we could raise more money to pay off the debt, and it was out of + these that the wild idea of starting a community in the Third World arose, + to make our life available to women there. In spite of the fears and the + lack of money we agreed to explore the possibility of a house in Africa, + where many doors were opening for us. Our Abbess set off to stay with the + Poor Clares in Uganda to see the African interpretation of our life. On + the morning she left a legacy came through the post for exactly £40,000! + It seemed to us that God stepped in in a very tangible way and was putting + his sign of approval on our venture! We were then able to repay the debt. +
+ ++ Kenya was finally chosen and land there was generously given by a local + Kenyan family. Bishop Longinus and the people in Myanga, north-west Kenya, + gave us a very warm welcome. So in 1992 three Sisters – Sr Angela, Sr + Felicity and Sr Leo set off on the new venture. +
+ ++ You can find more about Kenya{" "} + here +
+ ++ In 2001 after further discernment, the community voted to open a small + convent in a built-up area where the sisters would be a praying presence + among poor people. Finally a large house became available in Hollington, + near St Leonards on Sea, East Sussex. Four sisters moved in, and two + Franciscan Friars joined the community, living in a house opposite, but + joining in the prayer and community life of the sisters. +
+ ++ You can find more about Hollington{" "} + + here + +
+ ++ In January 2010 M. Francis and Sr Margaret came from Bulwell, Nottingham, + to join us. Their community had gradually become smaller and they were now + the only two remaining from the original community. +
+ + + ++ The Woodchester Convent closed in 2011 and sisters from there came to join + us. Woodchester had been founded from Taunton, so this was a connecting + with our own roots, as the Taunton community moved to Goodings, then + amalgamated with Arundel in 1972. +
+ + + ++ We continue to follow the way of life St Clare wanted, filled with prayer, + working together to be a Christ-centered community, so that the glory and + the love of God can pour out on the world for the healing of the nations. + Today we try to be faithful to this vision and go frequently to prayer. + Without losing the spirit of prayer, we also work to share with those who + are in need and to support ourselves. St Clare wanted us to live in + visible dependence of God, so we have no fixed income or assets. This + element of risk is one of her great gifts to us. It demonstrates that God + is always faithful. +
+ + + > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/Interviews.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Interviews.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..d7be547 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Interviews.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,65 @@ +import * as React from "react"; + +export const interviewsPath = "/community-interviews"; + +export const Interviews: React.FCHere a number of interviews with some of the sisters:
+ ++ On 3 June 1990 the Arundel community voted to make a foundation in Kenya. + In October 1991 three sisters travelled to the Poor Clare community in + Mbarara, Uganda to experience African Poor Clare life and in March 1992 + they moved to Kenya and the diocese of Bungoma to which they had been + invited by the then Bishop, Longinus Atundo. +
+ ++ They were offered land near the village of Myanga by a local family who + wished to donate it in memory of their parents. The sisters returned to UK + for more consultations with the Arundel community and in October 1992, + after a Mass of Missioning, they left for Kenya. +
+ ++ The sisters settled in Myanga and supervised the building of the Monastery + and the first Mass was celebrated on 1 December 1992. The building was + done in several stages and culminated in the construction of the chapel + which was consecrated on 19 July 2001 +
+ ++ The diocese of Bungoma is situated in Western Kenya and Myanga village is + 26 km from Bungoma town and very near to the border with Uganda. Our + monastery is on the edge of Myanga village surrounded by the houses and + small plots of land of the local people. +
+ ++ We are in contact with many young Kenyan women who are beginning the + process of discerning whether they are called to Poor Clare life and we + pray daily for more young women to join us. Once a young lady has made the + decision to start her discernment with us, she has a year outside living + in her own environment while she follows a program with a member of the + professed community appointed to look after aspirants. The program is + designed to gently introduce her to our way of life +
+ ++ Over the years many sisters from our founding community in Arundel have + visited us and they are still closely in contact with us. +
+ ++ Our contemplative life of prayer and praise is centred around the + celebration of Mass, the Divine Office and daily adoration of the Blessed + Sacrament. We pray for the needs of the Church, our diocese and the many + people who come to us for help. We also spend a good part of the day + working at simple tasks. Cooking, cleaning and growing food. We make + church vestments, candles and rosaries. +
+ ++ We have a guesthouse and welcome people for a time of quiet, rest or for + private retreats. +
+ ++ Please contact us if you would like us to pray for you. Also for booking a + place in the guesthouse or if you would like more information about our + community and way of life. +
+ ++ It all began when I was nine years old, when my teacher hung up a poster + of St Francis surrounded by birds and animals. Like many a child I was + animal mad at that time – (and still am!). The teacher told us that St + Francis was a friend of all wild things and could talk to animals and they + to him. I was hooked! – and ran home to tell my parents about this + wonderful man. My Father then produced a copy of The Little Flowers of St + Francis which is a collection of legends about St Francis and was written + about a hundred years after this medieval saint died. Having consumed this + book I decided that when I grew up I would be a friar, and I would preach + to the birds and tell everybody about Jesus! As time went on I realized I + would have a few anatomical problems, and would have to be content with + being a nun! +
+ ++ When I was about fourteen I came in contact with the Anglican Friars. I + was Anglo-Catholic at the time. They introduced me to the Anglican Poor + Clares, who were in the process of being founded. They were undergoing + their formation at Tymawr in Monmouthshire where I visited them and felt + that this was where I would go. +
+ ++ In the meantime my father became a Catholic, followed by my mother and + then my brother. When I was seventeen I too was received into the Catholic + Church, and became a member of the Franciscan Third Order, which St + Francis founded for ordinary people wanting to live in his spirit. Knowing + that I would need time to settle in the Catholic Church, I chose to train + as a nurse before entering a convent. I then fell in love with nursing, + and after becoming an SRN continued with Midwifery and then trained as a + Queen’s District Nurse and worked in Leicester for four years in this + capacity. +
+ ++ I loved my work, but the ‘Franciscan nunbug’ was still biting when I was + asked if I would consider going out to Malta to pioneer District Nursing + there. This was a catalyst for me and it seemed I had to make up my mind + as to whether I continued with my nursing career or try my vocation in a + religious order. I thought I should try a religious order, if only to get + the idea out of my system! I was drawn to the Poor Clares but I had also + come into contact with some Franciscan contemplative Sisters at Goodings, + near Newbury. I would visit them now and then for a few days quiet, + staying in their guest house. I talked things over with my parish priest, + who said he thought the Poor Clares would be too tough for me, and advised + me to try with the Goodings sisters. So I applied and was accepted by + them. +
+ ++ At this point I became very ill and had to be hospitalized with + salmonella. I emerged somewhat lighter than I should be, so vocations and + nursing was on hold for a few months. Eventually my parish priest asked me + what I was going to do. I replied that I still felt drawn to the Poor + Clares. To which he replied, “Why don’t you go and give them the once over + at Arundel”? Until then I had never heard of Arundel but I came and ‘gave + them the once-over’ and felt that this was where God wanted me. Forty-six + years later I am still getting the ‘nunbug’ out of my system, but I think + I shall stay, if they will have me! +
+ +Sr Ann died January 2015, RIP.
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareAgnes.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareAgnes.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..c4ec22f --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareAgnes.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,38 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srClareAgnes from "./images/SrClareAgnes.jpg"; + +export const sisterClareAgnesPath = "/community-sister-clare-agnes"; + +export const SisterClareAgnes: React.FC+ Well, I was 58 when I joined the Poor Clares in Arundel. Before that I had + been in a teaching Order, called Notre Dame de Namur. I went there when I + was 22, having been a Catholic for just 2 years, because I was so + attracted by the Person of Jesus, especially in the Eucharist. I had a + wonderful formation with them, and was sent to University and Teacher + Training College, and so into the classroom. I was there for 17 years when + I had a kind of a breakdown and so I left. I stopped praying and only did + the minimum to remain a Catholic. I went into a foolish marriage, which + failed after 9 years, and once more on my own I began to pray again. It + was then that the attraction of Jesus re- emerged, at first a small shoot, + and it grew into a great climbing plant that had nothing to climb up. I + knew he was calling me back into religious life, and this time I wanted to + be a contemplative, to spend quality time with him and for his people. It + was a love affair like no other, and so I eventually got here, and would + not be anywhere else! +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareRuva.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareRuva.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..bc8322b --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterClareRuva.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,94 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srClareRuva from "./images/SrClareRuva.jpg"; + +export const sisterClareRuvaPath = "/community-sister-clare-ruva"; + +export const SisterClareRuva: React.FC+ First things first!! - I never wanted to be a nun: my desire was to get + married and have my three children, 2 girls and a boy! And then God + intervened and turned all my plans upside down and helped me find meaning + and true joy in my life! +
++ I am originally from Zimbabwe, the last born in a family of six. I was + brought up a practising Catholic and owe to my parents the gift of my + faith, especially my dad whose unconditional love for me taught me to + believe in God’s unconditional love for me just as I am!. As I grew up I + began to take my faith for granted and it was only in my 20s that I + started taking my faith seriously and also to search for meaning and + direction in my life and at the same time to discern God’s will for me, + which I hoped would be marriage. At this time in my life I had also + experienced being in love and having a heart break, but was still full of + imaginations of the lucky man who was going to capture my heart and marry + me. +
++ In April 1999 I came to England with no desire whatsoever of becoming a + nun. But in September of that same year I attended a 'Life in the + Spirit' seminar and there I had the misfortune [now I say fortune] of + meeting a lovely Franciscan Sister who God used to plant the seed of + religious life into my heart. For some months following this encounter I + struggled a lot with these two decisions; the more I resisted religious + life the more insistent the call became, but at this time I still had a + lot of fight left in me! In 2000 I came across the vocations Group for + people discerning their vocation in life. Here I was to receive immense + encouragement and support from like minded people discerning their + vocations and facing the same struggles that I too was going through. From + this group too, six of us decided to set up a lay community to further our + discernment and to offer each other support and encouragement. This was + another gift from God, it taught me community life. +
++ In deciding which Order to join I was greatly inspired by St Therese of + Lisieux and Mother Teresa of Calcutta. Like Therese I wanted to be a + Carmelite and give myself totally to God by living a hidden life and + praying for the whole world. Like Mother Teresa I wanted to be a + Missionary, to leave my own country and go to another country to spread + the Good News about God’s love for us! But after visiting the Carmelites I + did not feel drawn to them which was a disappointment. One of my sisters + then suggested I visit the Poor Clares another contemplative Order, to + which I replied that I had no desire of becoming a poor Clare at all - + what a surprise it was for me when I finally decided to visit them anyway + and at the very instant I knew that God was calling me to be a Poor Clare, + but I still had a lot of sorting out to do. With this revelation also came + a lot of pain, indecision, and struggle as I realized all the sacrifices + this would involve like being so far away from my own country, enclosure + etc so I thought that maybe I could perhaps join an Order that wasn't + enclosed and was a bit freer than the Poor Clares but I couldn't find + any peace in any other Order except with the Poor Clares. After further + discernment and more struggling and pain I finally joined the Poor Clares + in 2004, Feast of the Annunciation. And now I realize that God has + fulfilled both my desires: I live a hidden life of prayer and I am also a + Missionary away from my own country. +
++ I have had people asking me whether I am happy to be a poor Clare. How can + one really define happiness? [It is like trying to describe being in love, + you know you are in love but you cannot put it into words]! For me being a + Poor Clare means that God is fulfilling my deepest desires for that which + I desire most is also God's desire for me. When I say I am happy I am + saying I feel fulfilled and alive in this life, it brings me true joy and + peace at a deeper level. This is not happiness without struggles, pain and + constant challenges etc but a deep felt happiness at the very centre of my + being regardless of what life is throwing at me daily. Choosing to be a + Poor Clare means I am able to give myself totally to Jesus [whose love + draws me daily] in a way that I feel I cannot in any other vocation than + as a nun, and in my hidden life I can lift up all the needs of the world + in prayer and petition. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGabriel.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGabriel.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..b31fa12 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGabriel.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,71 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srGabriel from "./images/SrGabriel.jpg"; + +export const sisterGabrielPath = "/community-sister-gabriel"; + +export const SisterGabriel: React.FC+ My name is Sr Gabriel, I am 35 years old, I was born and brought up in + Newcastle and I have been a Poor Clare for twelve years. I graduated in + 1993 having read engineering at Salford University and I worked for a year + before I tried my vocation with the Poor Clares. I was brought up in a + Catholic family along with my three older sisters, who are now all married + and I was greatly influenced by my own mother’s strong and practical + faith. +
++ I didn’t really think about religious life until more than half way + through my degree programme. Having been educated at a girl’s convent + school I had lived a rather sheltered existence so I found being plunged + into a lecture hall full of men rather exciting!!!!! I spent the first + year of my degree socialising more than studying and inevitably I also + fell in love for the first time, you can imagine that religious life was + far from my thoughts at this point. However after a year that relationship + had run its course and I knew that we were not right for each other. With + a broken heart my mum invited me on holiday for a fortnight to Crete and + we had a great time together. I remember distinctly sitting on the hotel + balcony one evening saying to her ‘Mum I think there is more for me than + spending my life with one person’. It was the first time I verbalised what + had been going on inside me for some time. She said ‘Don’t you even think + about becoming a nun’ and I just said I didn’t know. That of course was + the beginning of a long process of discovering who I really was and God’s + plan for me. +
++ While I was at university I joined the Catholic Chaplaincy and it was + during my second year there that I began to think about religious life. + With the support and help of friends I decided to seek some help to + discern if I had a vocation and the chaplains at the university were a + great help and support. I did consider using my degree to work for a + development organisation like CAFOD but after a period of reflection I + realised that God wanted me for who I was and not for what I could do. I + visited a few different contemplative houses but I felt most at home with + the Franciscans and in particular the Poor Clares. +
++ Our way of life is expressed and lived out by the vows of poverty, + chastity and obedience promising to live enclosed, which basically means + living in one place. I find great fulfilment and joy in living sisterhood + and spending the better part of my day singing the praises of God through + praying the divine office. We all have different jobs within the community + but our primary call is to be an expression of God’s love to each other in + community and to those who we meet and to be a praying presence bringing + peace and healing throughout the world. +
+I wouldn’t want to live my life in any other way!!!
+2006.
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGraca.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGraca.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..a482563 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterGraca.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,126 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srGraca from "./images/SrGraca.jpg"; + +export const sisterGracaPath = "/community-sister-graca"; + +export const SisterGraca: React.FC+ Each step of my journey has been full of gifts – and ‘gifts are of their + nature surprises’!!! But it all began out of inner struggle: I was 21, + life seemed pointless and aimless. People around me seemed happy but + mostly because they were looking forward to a holiday, or to a party, or + to other things that I liked and enjoy as well, but they so were + temporary, once they were over then the only thing to do was to begin to + prepare for the next one! +
+ ++ I wanted more out of life: I wanted to be happy but not just in ‘spurts’. + I felt very disheartened and alone because I was looking for something but + I did not know what so I did not know where to look or who to talk to + about it! One day I came across a book “The Story of a Soul” with a photo + of St Thérèse of Lisieux on its cover – I knew a bit about Thérèse but + what made me buy the book was the photo, I had no idea that a Saint had + ever been photographed! I was still on page one when this came to me: ‘I + am loved by God’ and ‘I want to love God with all of me - I am going to be + a Nun.’ I couldn’t believe that this was happening to me yet it was all so + clear. A huge flood of joy and happiness rose up in me and I felt the + presence of God so intimately, like being with a good friend. +
+ ++ I knew that there were lots of different kinds of Nuns but I felt very + attracted to two ‘kinds’ which seemed to me to be opposed to one another: + One was to be a missionary – like St Francis Xavier, I wanted to go and + tell the whole world about God’s love for every single person; the other + was to be a contemplative – to live a life, like Therese, dedicated to + prayer. I did not know which to choose so I prayed: “OK God you are the + One who is calling me, so you choose - it is over to You now!” +
+ ++ I knew He would answer me but I had not expected it to be so quickly! That + very day, in London, I met two Nuns who said that they were Poor + Clares!!!! I did not know anything about this ‘kind’ of Order but when + later, someone explained a bit about them, I knew, without doubt, that + this was His answer: ‘Graça, be a Poor Clare’! I knew that this was what I + had been looking for and this was going to be for the whole of my life! + The whole thing was becoming a reality and I couldn’t wait … +
+ ++ Everyone who knows me knows that I love speed because I do everything at + 100 miles an hour (something I have to work on all the time) but there is + only one thing in which I am very slow: Trust! As soon as I encountered + objections I began to loose trust in myself and in God. And so eleven long + years went by; during which I lived a ‘dead’ life, I lost interest in life + and avoided any reminders of the fact that I had once wanted something so + much. I carried a weight of sadness and guilt around with me because I + knew I had let God down as well as myself. +
+ ++ It was only in my 30’s, after encountering God anew through the Bible, + that the longing to become a nun surfaced again. I felt HIS love in me + very alive, (just like it had done before) but this time this love + triggered off a longing to embrace every single human being with this same + love. At the time I was being helped to pray with the Bible by a Jesuit + priest, Fr Hawe, and it was he who suggested the Poor Clares in Arundel. I + was quite fearful but I agreed to spend a weekend at the convent in + Arundel; I did not want to speak to any of the nuns, only to spend time + alone with God. It was then that I discovered what contemplative prayer + was – I named it: “Just Being!” I had never been aware of praying in this + way before – there were no words! It was strange and yet familiar; it felt + like when I was little, floating in the sea with a rubber ring around me – + I felt safe and a deep peace enveloped me. By the end of the weekend I + knew that God was indeed saying YES to me and I answered YES! Our YESes + had met! I left full of joy but worried too: How can this ever become a + reality? I wanted to join straight away, as quickly as possible –now I + wanted speed!!! As I had expected there were lots of difficulties and + problems which delayed things. Throughout this phrase came to me: Love has + brought me this far. I did not know where I had got it from but I kept + saying it and hearing it in me; when things got tough I repeated it and it + reminded me of God’s love for me and that He was looking after me and not + just me, but also all those who were opposing the idea. When people asked + me how I knew this life was for me, I answered that when my sisters had + got married I had asked the same thing: How do you know? The answer that + they gave me was the same I had to give: “I just know!” It is a knowing + from ‘within’ which may seem illogical. +
+ +It was another 2 years before I could join.
+ ++ I had imagined that in order to become a Poor Clare I had to be forced + into a ‘mould’, and then at the end of the ‘formation’ time I would be + popped out of that mould and: Here you are, a brand new Poor Clare!!! This + was not at all what formation was like; instead I was gently led to find + who I am and in doing so discover that to be a Poor Clare was to be my + real self! This was such an amazing thing to me.{" "} +
+ ++ There was one thing that still puzzled me because I still felt very drawn + to be a missionary – ‘How could that be as I was now in an enclosed + community?’ The answer came as I learnt more of Francis and Clare and + experienced prayer more fully; then what Thérèse had helped me see came + alive: through prayer my every act of Love reaches the whole world. I + don’t know how else to explain this except to say it in one word: LOVE. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterJoseph.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterJoseph.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..044aa4a --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterJoseph.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,47 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srJoseph from "./images/SrJoseph.jpg"; + +export const sisterJosephPath = "/community-sister-joseph"; + +export const SisterJoseph: React.FC+ I came from an Irish family of six children – two boys and four girls, who + all became nuns in the end. We lived on a farm in Limerick. My eldest + sister, Catherine, left home to enter the Little Sisters of the Poor, and + when my second sister left to join her, I was very upset because I knew + then that I would have to come in to do the housework and I missed working + outside with the animals, which I enjoyed very much. I had no intention of + following them. My dad never thought I would become a nun; I was a bit of + a tomboy. At the back of my mind, I really did want to enter a convent, + but I couldn’t decide until one day, mum and I went shopping. We always + called into a church and on the way back, we met a nun over from England. + She told us about her life which interested me a lot. After much thought + and prayer, I wrote to her, and had a reply back, so off I went leaving a + tearful mum and dad behind. I didn’t join them straight away. I worked in + the school and had to learn French. I went to dances and to the pictures, + with girl friends. I soon got fed up with it but I did once win a 100 + cigarettes. All that came to an end one day when I met a lady who told me + that she had a daughter, a Franciscan nun in Taunton. She told me what + their work was and I thought to myself, that was just what I wanted, as I + didn’t like teaching. I wrote to the Reverend Mother and told her that I + was interested in their life. I had a nice welcoming letter back, inviting + me to come and visit them. The date was fixed to come and as I walked up + the drive, I knew straight away: this is the place for me. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterMaria.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterMaria.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..aa56ff0 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/SisterMaria.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,69 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import srMariaAndKatana from "./images/SrMariaAndKatana.jpg"; + +export const sisterMariaPath = "/community-sister-maria"; + +export const SisterMaria: React.FC+ I was born in Malaysia, I came to this country when I was 19 to be a + student. I received my calling to be a religious soon after I was + confirmed at 17. I had no courage at that time to acknowledge this since + none of my family has a religious vocation and I did not want to cause an + uprising in my family, especially a large extended one. +
+ ++ Although I did not want to believe this calling which I knew would cost me + a tremendous pain of not having my own family and being looked upon as + 'strange' within my close knit family, I felt an overwhelming + joy of being alive like I never did in my life. I experienced God's + deep love in my prayer each night and His Power at work in all things. I + started to improve my English and attended daily Mass secretly if + possible. +
+ ++ I came to England hoping my English would become fluent. It was during the + course of my degree that I became very unhappy, I no longer could + experience God. After all that blissful relationship with God for about a + year, I experienced a total emptiness of the presence of God. I began to + doubt if God ever existed and felt terribly guilty for my feeling, I had + to go to daily Mass just in case God still cared about me. It was only the + Mass that I had a desire for, not prayer, nor did I know if I believed in + the God I was brought up to believe in. +
+ ++ I stopped attending lectures after the Easter break in my second year, and + decided to search for religious life even in the stage of + 'unbelief'. I just had to find out if this desire for God is + still true, or could I totally give up my faith. I went to an apostolic + religious congregation only to be told to go back to university. Then + finally I was directed by two other religious to come to Arundel. I did + that as my last resort and after the first night in the guest house, I + knew God existed. +
+ ++ Not I, rather, God embraced me with the strength to leave my family and my + country. Despite years of struggles in everyway daily, happy to be here, + it is a school of all schools, a place to learn through failings and + mistakes, the art of love and to bear the fruits of the Holy Spirit. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/community/Vocation.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Vocation.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..97ef167 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/community/Vocation.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,122 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Link } from "react-router"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import { addressesPath } from "../misc/Addresses"; +import chapel from "./images/Chapel.jpg"; + +export const vocationPath = "/community-vocation"; + +export const Vocation: React.FC+ If a person feels drawn by God to offer herself to him in a life of prayer + and contemplation, together with others who share this desire, she would + be advised to make enquiries about the various Contemplative Orders. + Should she feel drawn to following the Franciscan way begun by St Clare of + Assisi she then contacts one of the Poor Clare Convents in England. +
+ ++ You can find addresses here. +
+ +For those who would like to be a Poor Clare in Arundel:
+
+ St Clare’s Rule says:
+
+ If, by DIVINE INSPIRATION, anyone should come to us desiring to accept
+ this life . . .
+ This shows clearly that a religious vocation is an entirely free gift from
+ God. His is the initiative. The person’s part is to choose to respond. In
+ this delicate matter there is much need for careful discernment, on the
+ part of the individual and of the community. Time is given to this.
+
+ At first she is a postulant for a minimum of one year. She wears her own + clothes and lives alongside the Sisters, watching and learning from them, + and also following certain studies which will help her to deepen her + spiritual life. +
+ ++ At the end of her postulancy the Abbess, with the consent of the + community, may receive her into the Novitiate. She is given the habit and + her religious name. She is a Novice for two years and receives formation + in Franciscan spirituality and prayer, scripture and doctrine. +
+ ++ After that, if she is considered suitable by the Abbess and the community, + she is accepted for First Vows, and makes the three vows of Poverty, + Chastity and Obedience for three years. She is now a Junior, not yet a + full member of the Community. Her formation continues. +
+ ++ At the end of the three years – or may be longer – she asks to be admitted + to full membership of the community. If the Abbess and Community accept + her, she makes her three vows of commitment to God for the rest of her + life at her Solemn Profession. +
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sisterAnnPath } from "./community/SisterAnn"; +import { + SisterClareAgnes, + sisterClareAgnesPath, +} from "./community/SisterClareAgnes"; +import { + SisterClareRuva, + sisterClareRuvaPath, +} from "./community/SisterClareRuva"; +// import { SisterGabriel, sisterGabrielPath } from './community/SisterGabriel'; +import { SisterGraca, sisterGracaPath } from "./community/SisterGraca"; +import { SisterJoseph, sisterJosephPath } from "./community/SisterJoseph"; +// import { SisterMaria, sisterMariaPath } from './community/SisterMaria'; +import { Interviews, interviewsPath } from "./community/Interviews"; +import { Arundel, arundelPath } from "./community/Arundel"; +import { ClaresStory, claresStoryPath } from "./beginnings/ClaresStory"; +import { + ClaresThoughts, + claresThoughtsPath, +} from "./beginnings/ClaresThoughts"; +import { ClaresPrayers, claresPrayersPath } from "./beginnings/ClaresPrayers"; +import { FrancisLife, francisLifePath } from "./beginnings/FrancisLife"; +import { + FrancisThoughts, + francisThoughtsPath, +} from "./beginnings/FrancisThoughts"; +import { + FrancisPrayers, + francisPrayersPath, +} from "./beginnings/FrancisPrayers"; +import { Events, eventsPath } from "./Events"; +import { FAQs, faqsPath } from "./misc/FAQs"; +import { Links, linksPath } from "./misc/Links"; +import { Glossary, glossaryPath } from "./misc/Glossary"; +import { Addresses, addressesPath } from "./misc/Addresses"; +import { Vocation, vocationPath } from "./community/Vocation"; +import { Kenya, kenyaPath } from "./community/Kenya"; +import { PrayerRequests } from "./PrayerRequests"; +import { prayerRequestsPath } from "./routePaths"; +import { LightForTheWorld, lightForTheWorldPath } from "./LightForTheWorld"; +import { MyPeaceIGiveYou, myPeaceIGiveYouPath } from "./MyPeaceIGiveYou"; +import { Donate, donatePath } from "./Donate"; +import { Christmas, christmasPath } from "./Christmas"; +import { Footer } from "../components/Footer"; + +function Main() { + return ( + <> + ++ Please address all correspondence to the Mother Abbess. For men, try{" "} + the Friars +
+ ++ Of course!! There is in most normal human beings a desire to belong to + someone in a special way and we like all human beings still experience + normal human needs, desires, feelings, sexual urges etc. But as celibates + we try to find ways of channeling these feelings in more creative ways + through closeness to Jesus, prayer and having healthy nourishing + friendships with either sex and a lot of exercise does help!! +
+ ++ Falling in love is ok; it’s what you do with it. There is no guarantee + that once you become a nun you will never fall in love. But like any other + commitment when it does happen you have to recall the original commitment + you made to the one you love – be it to marriage, or to live as a + consecrated person or a priest and God- willing recommit yourself again. + This obviously involves pain, but it can also be a time of growth and a + way of deepening and making one’s vocation even stronger. +
+ ++ The Poor Clares are a religious Order for women who want to lead a + contemplative life i.e. a life dedicated to God through prayer. They were + started by St Francis and St Clare in 1212 in Assisi in Italy. They want + to become united to God through following the life and teaching of Jesus + Christ, through prayer and living in community. Their work and mission is + to pray for the world and the Church. There are Poor Clare convents in + every continent in the world. +
+ ++ The reason common to all the Sisters is that they feel a strong attraction + to God. Jesus said: “You have not chosen me, no, I have chosen you” (John + 15:16) and each Sister is very aware of that choice, and wishes to respond + to this invitation generously with their whole lives. +
+ ++ You do not hear a voice from heaven calling to you!! Circumstances in your + life play a big part. For example you may meet a Franciscan or a Poor + Clare sister who inspires you. Someone may teach you how to pray, and you + get to know and love Jesus personally. You may read a book that tells you + about the contemplative, Poor Clare life. All these kind of things point + the way. But in the end you just know in your heart that God is inviting + you to respond to him totally, in a spirit of poverty and humility, and + trusting in him to see the whole thing through. There is an emptiness in + you that you know nothing else can fill except complete commitment to God. + To put it briefly you find you have fallen in love with God. +
+ ++ Yes, if that is where they were called. But those who hear God’s + invitation to give up everything for his sake, do not do it to opt out of + the responsibilities we all have for those in need. First, they live day + in day out, in a community which is a true cross-section of society. They + aim to live out the Gospel command of love in this environment, alert to + their Sisters’ needs, willing to supply them and to make each one feel + that they matter. It is this kind of love that reaches out beyond our + walls. +
+ ++ Further, each Sister has a radio and newspapers are there for them to + read. They all know about the troubles in the world: the poverty, the way + in which people are searching for meaning in their lives, the violence, + the sickness. They identify with these needy people and carry them in + their hearts to God in prayer. In this way they reach out to many more + people than they could ever serve in a limited situation. We are here for + the world and the Church, and not just to have a cozy time with God. +
+ ++ Simply because we own no money, own no house or land, have no fixed income + or investments! This sounds foolhardy and irresponsible, but it was seen + by St Francis and St Clare as the way that Jesus lived, and it is + intimately linked to his teaching. +
+ +
+ Jesus said:
+
+ Go, sell what you have and give the money to the poor, and
+
+ COME FOLLOW ME.
+
+
+ Think of the birds. They do not sow or reap;
+
+ yet God feeds them.
+
+ And how much more are you worth than the birds!
+
+
+ We try to live a simple life-style. However, we do have money! This comes + from State and Professional pensions and Allowances for the sick, just as + any citizen would get. We also have many generous benefactors. However, no + individual sister owns any money. She is given some by the Bursar when she + really needs it. +
+ ++ We do earn money, by making vestments, running a small guest house, making + and selling cards and knitted garments in our shop. We do most of the + housework in this large building ourselves – the cooking, washing, + cleaning etc. In the garden we cut the grass, look after the fruit trees, + and tend the flower beds. We don’t employ people unless it becomes really + necessary. We care for our own elderly and sick sisters. People are good + enough to leave us legacies from time to time. We really do trust in the + Lord to see to our material needs – and he does! +
+ ++ In actual fact there are occasions when we do go out! St Clare in her Rule + says there are three reasons for going out: if it is reasonable, evident + and approved. So we go to the doctor, dentist, hospital, optician and one + or two sisters are designated to go shopping for things we cannot get + delivered or through the internet or a catalogue. +
+ ++ For the most part we stop at home because the convent is our “sacred + space” where we get in close touch with God without the noise and + distractions that surround people most of the time. We live here to be in + constant touch with God, just as a newly wedded couple like to be in their + place alone with each other. +
+ ++ They are a sign of our commitment and consecration to God as our Supreme + Love. Poor Clares take three vows +
+ ++ This is a celebration of the day Jesus rode into Jerusalem the week before + he died. All the people greeted him with branches of palms torn from the + trees, and shouts of Hurray! It is celebrated in Christian churches on the + Sunday before Easter Day. +
+ +These are male followers of the way of life of St Francis
+ ++ He is the elected head of the Roman Catholic Church. He is the successor + of St Peter, whom Jesus made “the rock on which he would build his + church.” +
+ ++ These are young lads who assist the priest during Church services in the + Catholic Church. +
+ ++ This is a service in the Catholic Church in which we carry out the wish of + Jesus to do what he did when he had his last supper with his close + friends. During the meal he took some bread, gave thanks to God, and said: + “This is my Body. – Do what I have done in memory of me”. Then he took a + goblet of wine and said: “This is my Blood which will be shed for you. Do + this in memory of me.” In doing this he wanted to make it possible for us + to be present in a spiritual way at his death and rising from that death, + and to be fed by his life, because he becomes really present in the bread + and the wine after the priest has said Jesus’ own words, as above. +
+ +This service includes listening to the Word of God in the Bible.
+ +Other words which are used for this are Eucharist and Holy Communion.
+ ++ This service is the very heart of the Catholic Church and is a Spiritual + Mystery of Faith. +
+ ++ These are members of the Church of England who follow the way of life of + St Francis. +
+ ++ She is the Superior of a community of Poor Clare sisters, elected every 3 + years by the Community +
+ ++ After the priest has said the words of Jesus over the bread and wine at + Holy Mass, what is not distributed in Holy Communion to the people is kept + in a special locked place on the altar called a Tabernacle. This is so + that it can be used to give anyone who falls really ill, and also as a + focus where people can pray and know that Jesus is really present there in + the form of Bread. +
+ +Prayers for special needs.
+ +Special clothes worn by priests when they say Mass.
+ +Whatever is used in the ceremonies of the Church Services
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/misc/Links.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/misc/Links.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..49a9fce --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/misc/Links.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,88 @@ +import * as React from "react"; + +export const linksPath = "/misc-links"; + +export const Links: React.FCBelow is a list of links to some of our fellow organisations:
+ ++ + www.prayingeachday.org + +
+ ++ + Humbie + +
+ ++ + Order of Friars Minor Capuchins + +
++ + Secular Franciscan Order + +
+ ++ + www.franciscans.org.uk + +
+ +Our life of prayer falls into three natural parts. These are:
+ ++ The Prayer of the Church, which is sometimes called the Divine Office + and which punctuates our day with hymns, psalms and spiritual canticles, + as St Paul recommended. +
+ ++ Our personal prayer time alone with God. There are two hours set aside + for this each day though our hope is that our whole day can be filled + with prayer. +
+ ++ Our specific intercession for the needs of the Church, of our friends + and those who contact us asking us to support them with our prayer. This + takes place specifically at Morning and Evening Prayer and at many + private moments throughout the day. +
+ ++ Wednesday evening and Thursday morning there is no Office celebrated in + public, the sisters have a ‘hermit’ space, each praying alone. +
+ ++ Weekday Mass is usually at 8.30am. Sunday Mass is at 6pm, preceeded by + Evening Prayer at 5.15pm. +
+ ++ Sundays we usually have Exposition of the Blessed Sacrament from 8am to + 9am. +
+ +
+ Christian Meditation (John Main) group: Tuesday evenings, c.7pm -
+ 8.30pm.
+
+ Each meeting includes a short (taped) talk and 30 minutes of silent
+ centering prayer. All are welcome, from any prayer tradition. There are
+ usually 10 - 15 people each week.
+
+ Taize style prayer meeting: last Friday of each month (except December), + c.7.15pm – 8.30pm. All are welcome. +
+ + ++ If you would like to ask the community to pray for a special intention{" "} + mail us a prayer request. +
+ ++ Although you may only receive a standardised reply, you can be confident + that we will indeed pray. +
+ > + ); +} diff --git a/react-router-app/app/main/our-life/OurShop.tsx b/react-router-app/app/main/our-life/OurShop.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..f25ccc6 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/main/our-life/OurShop.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,21 @@ +import { Card, CardImg } from "reactstrap"; +import shop from "./images/shop.jpg"; +import statues from "./images/olivewood_statue_selection.jpg"; + +export default function OurShop() { + return ( + <> +We have a small shop which you are very welcome to visit.
+ ++ We not only work to earn our living, but still more we work as a way of + sharing in God’s work of creation and in the work and struggles of the + rest of humanity. Every sister contributes to the care of the house and + garden according to her capacity. There is a rota for those who cook and + another for answering the Front Door bell; parts of the house are shared + out for the cleaning. Several others work in the garden. One or two are + involved in the teaching and formation of new members. The Infirmarian + and her helpers are closely involved with the care of the elderly and + the sick. Each does what she can, just as each receives from the + community what she needs, and this will be different for each person. +
+ ++ We have a small guest house where people can come to find rest and + refreshment, sharing our prayer with us in our chapel and staying in + simple, but attractive rooms. We try to share the gifts God has given us + by enabling others to share our prayer in Chapel, and by praying + constantly in response to people’s needs. +
+ ++ You can see round our guest house{" "} + here. +
+ ++ Sisters do a variety of craft work, some of which is on sale in our shop + and some things can be made on request (eg. leather work). +
+ +Sister painting an ikon
+Candles
+Knitted baby clothes
+Leather work
+Small alter linen
+Selection of cards
+{details}
+ {stack && ( +
+ {stack}
+
+ )}
+ + When the Seekers were with us we had a time of guided prayer for them each + Monday evening. Some of these prayer sessions are reproduced below, if you + would like to try them yourself. Each session lasted 30-40 minutes, so + allow plenty of time to pause between the different parts. At the end of + each session we had a time of sharing, when each person was free to say + how it had been for them, or to remain silent if they preferred not to + share. +
+ +
+ Find a position you are comfortable in and then try to stay still.
+
+ Listen to the sounds around you and as you recognise them, let them go.
+
+ The train passing by
+
+ The cars
+ An aeroplane
+
+ Listen to sounds a bit nearer to home
+
+ Movement in the house
+
+ Water running
+
+ Someone passing by
+
+ Now listen to the sounds in the room
+
+ The clock ticking
+
+ Someone moving
+
+ As you recognise each sound, let it go.
+
+ Now notice your body.
+
+ Notice how you feel
+
+ Notice whether you are comfortable.
+
+ Don’t change anything, just notice.
+
+ Now notice your breathing
+
+ Don’t change it, just notice the breath going in and out.
+
+ As you breathe in, take into yourself the peace that is around you
+
+ God’s peace
+
+ Breathe in the peace.
+
+ Breathe out any disturbance
+
+ Breathe in His peace
+
+ Breathe out any negativity
+
+ Breathe in the peace
+
+ Breathe out any fear, any worries
+
+ Let His light and love come into you with each breath.
+
+ Let go all darkness,
+
+ Let light fill you.
+
+ Stay a while in the light and peace.
+
+ Notice how you feel
+
+ Give thanks for it.
+
+ Read John 1:35-42:
+ John was there with two of his disciples. When he saw Jesus passing by, he
+ said, ‘Look, the Lamb of God!’ When the two disciples heard him say this,
+ they followed Jesus. Turning round, Jesus saw them following and asked,
+ ‘What do you want?’ They said, ‘Rabbi, where are you staying?’ ‘Come’, he
+ replied, ‘and you will see.’ So they went and saw where he was staying and
+ spent that day with Him
+
+ Read the passage a couple of times, pausing between to let it sink in. +
+ +
+ Take a little while to listen to the sounds around you.
+
+ Hear the cars going by
+
+ Notice movement in the house
+
+ Notice the sounds within the room
+
+ As you hear each sound, let it go.
+
+ Go in imagination to the river where John the Baptist is preaching and
+ baptising.
+
+ See the river. What is it like? Wide? Deep? Shallow? Look at it.
+
+ What is the weather like? Sun or cloud, rain?
+ Feel the breeze.
+
+ Notice the people.
+ John the Baptist.
+ His disciples.
+
+ Yourself.
+
+ Jesus walks by.
+
+ Hear John say, ‘Behold, the Lamb of God.’
+
+ Two disciples follow Jesus. Watch them.
+
+ You go with them.
+
+ Walk with Jesus and the disciples.
+
+ Listen to their conversation.
+
+ If they are not talking, just walk with them. Hear Jesus ask, ‘What do you
+ want?’
+
+ Hear their response, ‘Where do you live?’
+
+ Jesus says, ‘Come and see.’
+
+ Go with them.
+
+ Let the disciples drop behind a little.
+
+ You are now walking with Jesus.
+
+ Hear Him ask you, ‘What do you want?’
+
+ Hear your own response.
+
+ You arrive at the house, go in with Him.
+
+ Stay with Him as long as you want to.
+
+ Take a little time to notice how you feel and to reflect back on the time
+ of prayer.
+
+ If you are with others, share a little with each other.
+
+ St Ignatius of Loyola developed a pattern of looking back over the day, + the week, the year, to see what is life-giving. It is a way of using + little things to get in touch with our deepest desires, our most real + selves, and when in touch with ourselves, we can make choices which are + more life-giving for us. The exercise which follows has its roots in + Ignatius’ Examen. +
+ ++ Decide before starting whether you are looking at a day, a week, or what + period. +
+ +
+ Take a while to become still.
+
+ Listen to the sounds around and let go of them.
+
+ Breathe in God’s unconditional love, and breathe it out to all around (the
+ atmosphere as well as the people).
+
+ Breathe in God’s love.
+
+ Breathe out God’s love.
+
+ For what am I most grateful?
+
+ For what am I least grateful?
+
+ When did I feel most alive?
+
+ When did I feel life draining out of me?
+
+ What gave me the most life?
+
+ What took life from me?
+
+ What was today’s high point?
+
+ What was today’s low point?
+
What was most special about that moment? Enter it again, absorb it.
+ +What was difficult? Accept the feelings. Let God’s love fill you.
+ +Give thanks for all, whether good or bad.
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/Home.tsx b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/Home.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..4143da9 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/Home.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,20 @@ +import * as React from 'react'; +import ionaComingInDoor from './images/IonaComingInDoor.jpg'; + +export const homePath = '/home'; + +export const Home: React.FCA mini-site dedicated to the television programme 'The Convent'.
+ + + + +Iona arrives...
++ Early in 2005 we were approached by Tiger Aspect, the film company who had + made the very successful TV programme, ‘The Monastery’, to see whether we + would be willing to be part of a similar programme for five women, which + would be called ‘The Convent’. +
+ ++ Our first response was pretty negative. This was due in part to previous + disappointing engagements with the media. More weighty, though, was the + commitment we have made to a life of silence and solitude, within an + enclosure into which people would normally be given entrance only for very + specific and necessary reasons. The thought of five strangers, along with + a crew of camera and sound people, plus their equipment, being with us + from dawn to dusk for 6 weeks, seemed too disruptive to contemplate! +
+ ++ Over the following months, as we watched ‘The Monastery’, which impressed + us deeply, heard friends, and then met with Abbot Christopher, we grew in + openness to the idea that perhaps, with a bit of negotiation (eg 4 women + rather than 5, as our home is so much smaller than Worth), we could do it, + and might be willing to. After long discernment we took a vote in the + community and a large majority were now in favour. +
+ ++ Ultimately our reasons for doing the programme were focused on our desire + to do something to spread the knowledge of the kingdom of God, and of + God’s overwhelming love for us all as individuals, whatever our walk of + life. If nothing else comes through in the four programmes, we would like + to think that everyone who sees it will have some understanding of how + much God loves everyone and that we in Arundel are here to be channels of + that love in our world of today. +
+ ++ Just as much present to us during the making of this Documentary were the + camera and sound teams – Sandi, Elizabeth, Rebecca, Mel and Helen. Sandi, + Elizabeth and Rebecca had, in fact, stayed in our Enclosure before the + filming started in order to get the feel of our life, and they immediately + fitted in very well. While they were here they became known as the + ‘Tiggers’, the diminutive form of the Company – Tiger Aspect Productions. + We miss them and are always pleased to see them when they visit. Here are + some pictures of them at work: +
+ ++ We never pretended that our volunteers were going to learn how to be nuns. + We didn’t set out to recruit members for the Roman Catholic church, even + less were we looking for novices. We had no ambitions for Christian + conversion. We simply offered 4 people the unique opportunity to live + alongside an enclosed order, and to follow their life. +
+ ++ We had a two-fold purpose – first to find a way to explain the traditions + and purpose of monastic life in terms that might seem relevant to a + contemporary TV audience, second to explore some issues of modern women’s + life – such as ambition, achievement, relationships, esteem – in a context + that might shed more light than the ‘10 ways to self-improvement’ style of + much contemporary journalism. +
+ ++ More than 500 women volunteered to take part in THE CONVENT. The + production team was impressed that so many were keen to discover what a + religious life was all about. +
+ ++ There were many motives – some candidates were profoundly unhappy about a + recent life experience, some knew that their reasons were more + deep-seated, some were purely intellectual, some had never been able to + ‘get’ religion at all but were curious, even envious, about the impact + that faith made on the lives of close friends or relatives. Very few were + observant religious followers. Some had a trace memory of prayer or + worship, as a child. Most felt they were missing something – they had a + spiritual gap that the material gifts of contemporary life didn’t seem to + fill. +
+ ++ We had no stereotypes in mind when we began our search. We wanted to find + people whose personal stories might resonate with a wide range of women, + and also male viewers. Our main criteria for selection were that the + motives were sincere, and that the volunteers had an ‘open heart’. They + needed to be psychologically strong enough to undertake the challenge of + separation from friends and family, while they were confronting their own + issues in a rigorous and disciplined environment. All four fitted the bill + in different ways – even though the experience was to challenge each of + them to extremes. +
+ ++ We knew from making THE MONASTERY that some core principles of monastic + life – community, discipline and silence – had struck a chord not only in + the surprised volunteers but also with an exceptionally large TV audience. + Clearly we were onto something. That series regularly attracted nearly 2.4 + million viewers. +
+ ++ I hope that THE CONVENT will touch people in ways they had forgotten + television could – maybe they will find an echo of their own lives, a + personal resonance whose frequency has been lost in the airwaves.{" "} +
+ ++ Hopefully we have shown that TV programmes on religious subjects can be + funny, emotional, accessible, gripping and stimulating. We hope we are not + preaching to the converted, and indeed, we hope we have not preached at + all. We hope that THE CONVENT might help people deal with important issues + in their lives and explore profound spiritual values at the same time. +
+ ++ It would be good if the benefits of the programmes go beyond the + experience of our four volunteers. Viewers will have a unique opportunity + to glimpse into the world of the Poor Clares, and they will see a world of + compassion, love and beauty. They will see a daily struggle for + discipline, honesty and truth and they might just begin to wonder + themselves how that might come about. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers1.jpg b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers1.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..59ca371 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers1.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers2.jpg b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers2.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..7567f18 Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers2.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers3.jpg b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers3.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..c21c1fd Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers3.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers4.jpg b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers4.jpg new file mode 100755 index 0000000..ce022ad Binary files /dev/null and b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/production-team/images/Tiggers4.jpg differ diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Angela.tsx b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Angela.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..6afcb10 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Angela.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,54 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import seekerAngela from "./images/SeekerAngela.jpg"; + +export const angelaPath = "/angela"; + +export const Angela: React.FC+ As a Sales Manager in my early forties my life consisted of an hour’s + journey to work, long manic stressful days at the office and a single but + unfulfilling personal life. Despite the fact that work success meant + having a nice car and home, expensive holidays and being able to eat out + and buy clothes whenever I wanted, being single without children, with a + number of failed relationships behind me, and coming home to an empty + house each night, left me thinking that there must be something more to + life. I wondered if faith was the answer but never had or made the time to + explore this or even really thought about what I wanted to do with the + next forty years of my life. A chance e-mail from a colleague advertising + for a stressed business person to spend 6 weeks in a convent seemed like + the perfect opportunity for me to temporarily leave the rat race, take + time out and explore other alternatives, both personally and spiritually, + and as a bit of an adventurer take an opportunity I felt would never come + again. +
+ ++ After 6 terrific weeks in the convent a big part of me was reluctant to + leave the oasis of quiet and tranquility at Arundel and return to a life + without all the love and care of the nuns who I now consider to be my + friends. Upon leaving, and since I have returned to life outside the + enclosure, I have an inner peace that I am determined to hold onto + whatever I do. I feel privileged to have been able to share 6 precious + weeks with the wonderful nuns and participate in the journey with 3 other + very interesting women and I am a much happier, more relaxed person as a + result. It was hard to leave the nuns and that lifestyle but it is also + exciting that I have an opportunity to put what I learned there into + practice to be happy for the next 40 years.{" "} +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Debi.tsx b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Debi.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..0f42fb4 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Debi.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,222 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import seekerDebi from "./images/SeekerDebi.jpg"; +import theConventDebiRecipe from "./images/TheConventDebiRecipe.jpg"; + +export const debiPath = "/debi"; + +export const Debi: React.FC+ Six weeks. Those two words jumped off the e-mail had been sent about the + programme. Only those two words seem to spin in my head for days and + nights of indecision. Finally I decided that this project could be the + opportunity to heal an open wound I had walked around with for nearly 40 + years. It would allow me to recreate a very painful set of circumstances + and be put in a different role. There was a gravitational pull to do this + that became overwhelming and it went from something I couldn’t possibly + contemplate doing, to a consuming need to do. I knew there would be a + price to be paid and it could mean public condemnation and the loss of a + business I had spent 5 years working on. I decided on balance that the + possible reward of self healing would mean more to me and my family. +
+ ++ It occurred to me that when people see the programme they will just see me + crying, eating vast amounts of cabbage and praying and wonder what on + earth it was all about! My time in The Convent was and will probably + always remain a passage from one way of life to another. The process was + nothing short of personally cathartic for me and it allowed me to work + through a childhood pain with an adult perspective. I received answer from + an environment and gained an experience that I am convinced I could not + have got at any other time or place or people. +
+ ++ Initially I found the way of life hard and extreme, but by halfway through + the project I began to feel a deepening realization of my place in the + universe, the events that shaped my life and a healthier perspective of + God. I found Readings at Early Prayer a particular help and although it + was a huge struggle to get up at 5 a.m. every morning, it set the day up + for me and would give me a focus to walk around with in my heart all day. + The hardest thing I found was the daily battle to contain my pain and + grief of separation from my child and husband and at the same time remain + focused on my original need to enter The Convent. The daily struggle often + left me physically and emotionally exhausted. I personally never left the + convent for the entire duration and now with hindsight I can see how that + was crucial to the process. I wanted that entire enclosed feeling and + total immersion into a different way of life. It was an immense and + overwhelming experience and knowing that I gave up to it all, has without + a doubt been worth every tear shed. +
+ ++ The Sisters are without exception the most caring and understanding people + I have ever met in my life. All during that time in their home I felt + immensely privileged and in awe of their devotion to a way of life that + for most of us is alien and hidden. I had and will always have the highest + respect for them all. I miss them all terribly and at times have felt a + little lost without their company. +
+ ++ My life since leaving The Convent has mainly been a battle with depression + and the practical responsibilities of being a mother, wife and children’s + entertainer. I unraveled so much of my past and its pain that it is taking + time to wind in the yarn of a very disjointed life. I think it is because + I totally immersed myself in the project that I am now finding it a hard + and slow process to work through what happened to me in there. On a + positive note, however, I have made changes to my lifestyle and + perspective of myself and others which is having a wonderful impact on my + life and also my family. When we left, the Sisters made and gave us + wonderful gifts to remember them by. Without a doubt the greatest gift I + received was my self-esteem and the knowledge that I am loved for who I am + and I am not to blame for the choices that others make. +
+ ++ The night before we were due to leave the convent, we had a celebration + farewell party with the Sisters. We were asked to do a little something in + the way of entertainment and this idea came to me the afternoon of the + party. Excuse the rough and ready style but I hope I get the message + across. I started by saying that I thought I would tell a funny story. + It’s what I do after all, I’m a children’s Storyteller. But then I though + hard and decided that my whole time in the Convent had been a challenge so + why stop now. All the time before and during my time in the Convent I was + terrified at the prospect of having to cook, as I am a hopeless cook. My + idea of a recipe is ‘pierce film and place in oven’. But I realized that + afternoon that I had learned to cook, despite my relatively little time + with the Aga. This is what I made. +
+ ++ Firstly you will need a large container that has high sides so none of the + mixture can escape.{" "} +
+ ++ The first ingredient is QUIETNESS. This is quite difficult to come by but + it is an essential ingredient as nothing will bind together without it. + Probably the best place to start looking is in your head. You can get a + better quality of quietness from your heart although that is difficult to + come by for most of us, so your head is a good place to start. When you + have found quietness empty into the container and this become the base for + a Debi. IMPORTANT … Make sure there are no noisy lumps still left before + adding the next ingredient. +
+ ++ The next thing you need is PRAYER. Prayer and Quietness can curdle if you + add the two together too quickly. So the trick here is to add a little of + each ingredient a little at a time. A little quietness, a little prayer + and so on until the two have blended nicely and evenly together. This + mixture should then be left to just settle in a quiet place away from any + distractions. +
+ ++ When you feel your Debi is quiet and happy with prayer only then is she + ready for some GUIDANCE. This can be found in any good Bible, again just + add a little at a time. This can be topped up by impartial advice and + sensible opinions from people who genuinely care. Fold the guidance gently + into the mixture so that all three ingredients give the Debi a different + perspective. Perspective is an essential stage as without it the next + ingredient will not blend. +
+ ++ Next and probably most importantly is LOVE. You can get love from any good + Nun as they are usually overflowing with it and have plenty to spare. Nuns + come in all manner of shapes and sizes but that has no bearing or + influence on the amount of love they can give. There is no need to worry + about plain or self raising. As a rule, ALL Nuns are self raising. +
+ ++ Be sure to put in plenty of love. Do not worry about overdoing it. The + rule here is, you can never have too much love. Stir in all the love, pick + up the quietness and prayer from the sides and gather the guidance as you + stir. It is a good idea to add a pinch of HUMILITY and ACCEPTANCE as this + stage to give the Debi a greater degree of perspective. +
+ ++ You may get tired at this stage. Blending all these ingredients in the + right way at the right stages is hard work and the mixture can fight + against the blending method. There is a temptation to just rush the + mixture, but by far the best and most resilient result comes from slow and + constant. +
+ ++ At this stage you may find your Debi has become a bit sloshy,..DON’T PANIC + !! This is due to Love. It can be hard to stir in love if your Debi has no + acceptance. If this is the case add some more humility and another pinch + of acceptance and you will find the love begins to bind. Remember also + that the sloshiness is due to the mixture producing vast amounts of tears, + a common effect when love is poured in.{" "} +
+ ++ Now, the mixture is ready for the oven. The Nuns have a very powerful and + reliable oven in the Convent. It is called ‘GOD’. Set God on high. + Position the Debi somewhere in the middle between self esteem and self + worth, step back and let God do the rest. The warmth from God will help + the mixture rise and take on a whole new appearance. Cooking time is + around six weeks. You can check to see if your Debi is ready by adding a + last minute crisis and some stressful challenge. If she bounces back she + is ready to be turned out back into the world. +
+ ++ When the Debi is turned out she should be less anxious and fearful, and + have a good sense of self esteem and acceptance that there are some things + in the world that she is neither to blame for or can be explained but most + importantly that God loves her no matter what. +
+ ++ Finally serve her up to waiting and adoring husband and children and she + in turn should be able to sustain and nurture her family and friends with + all the healthy ingredients contained within. +
+ ++ Isn’t it ironic that the very thing I was most worried about has been the + very thing I have accomplished the best. People ask me what is the biggest + lesson I have learnt or taken from my experience and time in The Convent.{" "} +
+ +I tell them, “I’ve learned to cook, FINALLY”.
+ +No more burnt offerings for Ronnie.
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Iona.tsx b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Iona.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..5d39c90 --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Iona.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,90 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import seekerIona from "./images/SeekerIona.jpg"; + +export const ionaPath = "/iona"; + +export const Iona: React.FC+ In August 2005 I’d been traveling around the south of France and when I + got back friends from church came to me with the idea of going into The + Convent, as they’d seen adverts for it and thought of me. I thought it an + interesting idea but not very relevant to my life and where it was going . + . .and as I’m a singer and very much wanted one day to get married, it + didn’t seem right. +
+ ++ I went away on a Christian Week Away called Soul Survivor. While I was + there I had a vision of God being my husband and God putting a question + mark over the idea of me getting married one day . . in part this was + amazing and beautiful but also I felt my heart somehow break. I knelt down + by a river in the midday sun and DID A DAVID! I sat and sobbed and gave it + to God. I shouted and sang and worshipped God and asked God to change my + heart if this really was the plan! But God was put into his rightful place + in my life: THE ABSOLUTE CENTRE. +
+ ++ With this new idea of CELIBACY I spoke to some people from my local church + who advised me to speak to the Catholic Church as it has Nuns who might + have some answers for me on HOW YOU DO THIS PRACTICALLY. So I went to the + Documentary people and told them a little of my story. If it was right + that I go then God would make it happen, in his amazing way. My other + reasons for wanting to go were I imagined Nuns to be devoted in the way + that I’m devoted to God and I suppose I wanted kindred Spirits in Christ. + I was very scared of Nuns, but they had what I wanted in part, a + completely surrendered life. I didn’t want to be a Nun as that is not my + calling, but the Passion and Completeness I wanted. Amazingly, they let me + in! +
+ ++ So much happened while I was in the Convent, my life had been enriched, + but that enriching process had taken down my London Armour as it was so + safe and disconcerting within those walls. In London I’m independent and + really have to fight for myself in a pretty scary environment of the music + industry and the London streets. I have no one but God to Protect and + Defend me. So when I left I felt completely exposed. I saw my family which + was really safe and beautiful; I saw my little brother, Hec, in Les + Miserables, and I got half way through and just felt so naked and + vulnerable that I had to find somewhere silent to have a bit of peace + before the second half. It was like having been in Heaven then sent back + out into a very rude, grubby little world. I had Culture Shock going in, + but the Culture Shock on leaving was so much worse! +
+ ++ The love and friendship of the Nuns has meant so much to me since leaving. + I hadn’t expected things in my life to change and the gift of silence + which is naturally so alien to me, I now treasure and seek out. Today I am + called to live “DEVOTED IN BODY AND SPIRIT TO GOD” which gives me no plan + long term, but gives me the space just to be me with God, not waiting for + a man to sweep me off my feet but not averse to the idea, if and when God + chose. +
+ ++ The Nuns of the Poor Clares in Arundel have become my Sisters and a + Blessing in my life I didn’t think I’d ever receive. But my life is + getting wilder again and busyness can overtake me, but very occasionally + I’ll go to Mass or follow the Office of Readings along with them, when I’m + not racing around from meeting to studio on my bike. My time with them is + irreplaceable and one of the painful but beautiful times of my life. +
+ > +); diff --git a/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Vik.tsx b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Vik.tsx new file mode 100755 index 0000000..d177cdc --- /dev/null +++ b/react-router-app/app/the-convent/seekers/Vik.tsx @@ -0,0 +1,163 @@ +import * as React from "react"; +import { Card, CardImg, CardBody, CardText } from "reactstrap"; +import seekerVik from "./images/SeekerVik.jpg"; + +export const vikPath = "/vik"; + +export const Vik: React.FC+ I am not a Christian, nor do I hold any particular faith. I was raised + without religious influence and did not attend Church. I was never given + religion as an answer to any of my questions in life, but I did read a lot + of poetry that contained questions about the meaning of life. In many + respects, I was raised an atheist but I have grown over the years to + understand a sense of my own spiritual journey, both as a woman and as a + poet. The opportunity to take part in the programme proposed a challenge – + of both facing my own resistance to religion and also of giving time and + space and reflection into myself. When I saw the advert, it struck + something very deep inside – an awareness of my own deep need for that + space and silence. I simply knew it was where I had to be and what I had + to do. +
+ ++ In my life I have always tried to listen closely to those little signs and + whispers as guides to my path. This one was like a big tannoy announcement + – so I did what I knew I had to do, and applied! Believe me, it surprised + me and all those I knew and I could not explain it – it was simply a + matter of having to trust and be open to the journey. That simple act of + trust was an important step for me at that time, as I had lost faith in + trusting that intuitive whisper in the past couple of years. +
+ ++ In 2003 I had lost my first child in pregnancy. This experience took me + deeply into grief and also into a stage in my journey I call “entering the + underworld”. The hardest thing was the loss of a deeply seated faith in my + path and in Love. I felt cheated and angry and overwhelmed by the scars of + life and unbelievably alone. I feared change and I feared trusting in + anything. Despite a lifetime of holding that trust through dark and + difficult times, I reached a point of exhaustion, anger and crippling + inertia and I felt fury at the betrayal, and turned that anger into + myself. +
+ ++ I knew I could not live a life this way, but I was struggling to find my + own way through, and struggling to let in anyone else to help, yet I knew + I had to apply for this programme and somewhere, deep inside, I knew that + it was meant to be – and true enough, all the obstacles to me taking part + just refused to stay put. I was not getting out of this one that easy! I + didn’t know what to expect, it was completely outside anything I had + experienced before, but I entered it with an open heart, which is all I + could bring as my gift. During my time in the Convent, I honoured the + experience by writing a fragment, or poem each day. This was Day 1: +
+ +
+ Day 1
+ Love unfolds its arms to me
+
+ and asks if I am willing.
+
+ I falter, look for traps;
+ an eye on the door-
+ trust comes less easy.
+
+ Something, something beckons,
+ whispers yes, nudges doubt along
+ until I find myself saying
+
+ come in, come in
+ and enter my house,
+
+ even if its ways will break
+ the careful order of my rooms.
+
+ During my time with the Sisters, I felt my heart open and I faced my own + reluctance to surrender and listen to something deeper – that whisper of + Love. The experience helped me to trust and find strength in my path, to + trust in who I am and to allow my path to unfold into its truth. It is a + journey that continues as every day I am opening to it.{" "} +
+ ++ In chapel one night, tired and worn by the weight of a lifetime of + following a path and getting wounded along the way, I prayed harder than I + have ever done before – and I did what I have never done before – I wept + and surrendered all the pain and anger and frustration and doubts and said + “OK – you have it” - and in the silence I felt it taken from me, my body + filled with light and I heard a simple question: “Do you choose this path? + Now is your time of choice – because you do not have to walk it – it can + be taken from you now, and you can go in peace.” I knew at that time, that + this really was a time to choose and from deep within me, I answered “I + choose this path”, and I realized, as I heard it inside myself, that this + was true. For all its times of trouble and grief, I knew it was my path to + follow – the path of Love, the journey of the Fool – and I knew it was the + path I had always followed. +
+ ++ I didn’t know where it would lead, but I embraced it, and myself, and + simultaneously, felt embraced. Recently I re-found my initial application + to the programme and in it I wrote: +
+ ++ “Perhaps this experience is a way of engaging in my life and maybe a + chance to come to some state of ‘grace’ in the grief of losing my child. + Maybe too it is a chance to put to rest a past and to embrace a future. + But mostly, it is a chance to quietly listen . . .” +
+ ++ And it was. I am still on the journey, and coming to terms with expressing + my own spirituality is a challenge. I still do not agree with much of + organized religion, and I have not ‘converted’ but I have found in my life + the courage to at least express my truth and my sense of the divine, and I + have found a deeper faith in who I am and love that woman, as deeply as + she was accepted and loved by the Sisters at Crossbush, and by that + something ‘other’ that for now, I do not name, but know. +
+ ++ The journey continues as I too continue to unfold . . so to close, here is + the poem from Day 40. May the river always keep flowing... +
+ +
+ Day 40
+
+ O Love –
+ you have shattered me,
+
+ poured me out
+ like the river to the sea;
+
+
+ let me keep flowing.
+